”My Soulmate…My Angel”

Hi. My name is Ana., I’m 21 years old. I live in Oakland with my parents and my two little sisters, Lydia and Joanne. I honestly love them. I couldn’t ask for a better family. I study at The O’Dowd High School.

I don’t really have that much to say about my friends. To be pretty honest, none of them seems to be a true friend, except of Gianna, aka gigi. She’s tall, blonde, has blue eyes and a small scar on her right cheek. I have never asked her how she got it, though. Gigi and I have been friends since she moved to Oakland. Since she’s my only true friend, I’ve always been afraid that she might move to a different city, or worse, to a different country. Honestly, I am afraid of losing people I love. That’s one of my biggest fears. I can’t understand why everybody ,eventually, leaves. Dad says it’s part of life. I think that, regardless of distance and endless goodbyes, We all live under the same sky. 

Speaking of that cliché quote, I once heard that every single one of us has a soulmate, someone who compliments us, makes us feel special and loved.. I don’t know how or where you find it. All I know, is that , as I’ve been told, we live under the same sky. That means that we are not that far away. I don’t want to get my hopes up, though. I’ve been lied to,mocked at, and cheated on. I don’t really have a rush on finding the perfect guy. If it’s meant to be, it will be.

All I can say, by now, is that we all deserve someone who loves us passionately, kindly and sweetly, despite of our flaws. 

We all deserve to find our soulmate… our angel.

CHAPTER 1 will be uploaded tomorrow!

I hope you guys like it :)

"I don’t want to look back in five years time and think, ‘We could have been magnificent, but I was afraid.’ In 5 years I want to tell of how fear tried to cheat me out of the best thing in life, and I didn’t let it."
unknown  (via lovealwayskota)

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I just want to say to anyone who sees this, you are worth much more than you think you are.

No. Just because you see me smiling and laughing

24/7 means you have the right to mockingly crack

jokes about me.

No one really cares about me.

They pretend they ”care” only

when I’m sad.

Only when I’m broken

Only when I’m crying my heart out.

I’m so done with the fact

that my friends have been

telling me recently

how happy they are

because of the fact

that they have someone

important in their lives,who

loves them and tells them

how beautiful they are

everyday.

Where is my love story?

Aren’t I supposed to have one?

I just can’t love myself.

That’s impossible.

How on earth would I love

someone who is:

ugly

horrible

depressed

disgusting

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I don’t even know what I’m

doing here.

I feel like my life has no

purpose.

They say I’m too young to be depressed…

They’re probably right.

I should be enjoying life, not being sad

over little stupid things.