I feel like fucking crap.
No words can describe how much I
regret not saying goodbye to you.
I wish I could go back to the last
day we saw each other, and tell you
how much you mean to me…
How thankful I was to God for bringing
you to my life…
And, even though you didn’t feel
the same way as I did about you,
I didn’t care whatsoever.
I wanted to have you in my arms forever…
I believed, and I still do, that you are worth loving.
That’s why I never gave up on you.
Oh, there’s pain in my heart…
Oh, I wish you were here right now…
I have even forgotten how your face looks…
I know it’s been a year, but you are still the one
I will always look for, in a crowded place.
I still look for you, even though I do not love you as
passionately as I did before.
Where are you? I’m shouting your name pretty loudly so you can hear me.
When will I see you again?
I do not want to see you in my dreams anymore. I want to see you in real life. Touch your hands. Hug you. Talk to you.
I’m so tired of always dreaming of you.
I actually never thought I would be this in love with someone.
I never thought I would fall for a man like you.
And, I am sure, you will never read this.
Yet I want to take all this out my chest.
Wherever you are, I hope you are happy.
You deserve to be happy. You deserve the best
Oh man. How I wish I could be married to you!.
I love you that much.
I faithfully pray to God that he brings you back to me…
I wonder where you are right now...
You’re probably somewhere, living your
own life, which I really wish I was a part of.
My eyes no longer shed tears when I think of you…
My heart is the one who does when you come into my mind
My head is in charge of bringing all our memories back
My eyes, my heart, my head. My eyes, my heart, my head.
I don’t usually miss you…
but when I do, I miss you
like I have never loved anybody
else but you.
I miss you deeply, sadly, tragically…